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Anger Makes You Stupid

Friday, October 15th, 2021

Before you get mad at me or use the title of this article as evidence against a spouse, sibling or child, let me explain. When you are angry your body is merely expressing a fear that has morphed into helplessness and/or attack. We know this as ‘fight or flight’ and of course their cousins ‘freeze and fawn.’ In this state, the autonomic nervous system does that metabolic magic it’s been doing for millennia (thank God) and sucks resources away from things it doesn’t need to do, like digest food and solve jigsaw puzzles, to things it might need to do like see an exit clearly or punch someone in the throat. It’s why during emergencies pilots have checklists and not board meetings.

That jigsaw-solving part of the mind? That’s also the part that allows you to connect with other humans. That means in this state of ‘fear/anger,’ in addition to being unable to think complex thoughts or eat, you can’t empathize. So when you feel angry you tend to be a solo problem solver with limited access to the vast stores of knowledge in your brain that could actually help. In other words, stupid.

This is normal.

You aren’t bad or broken when you are angry. What is troublesome for individuals, couples, and families though, is angry behavior. What I’m going to do in this article is help you recognize the anger so you can hijack it before it becomes behavior you will regret.

Recognize

You must think this is going to be the easiest paragraph I’ve ever written. I mean, everybody recognizes when they’re angry, right? Not so much. First let’s make sure we understand the difference between ‘anger’ and ‘angry behavior.’ Anger is just an emotion and you have no choice. If you feel it, you feel it. Angry behavior on the other hand, is often learned or expressed (or not expressed) based on the situation (think about the last time you were angry but you couldn’t show it because you were in a religious service/around aunt Jenny/in a meeting with your boss).

Angry behavior can be confusing because it doesn’t always look like, well, anger. Sure, it can look like yelling, screaming, throwing things, and violence, but it can also look like:

Crying easily
Laughter that doesn’t match the situation
Silence
Annoying behavior
Passive aggressiveness

Angry behavior that doesn’t look like angry behavior is what drives family members, friends, and partners of angry people, nuts. That’s why if you truly want to improve your relationships (at least your part in them) you have to do more than just recognize when you are angry; you have to hijack the angry behavior before it happens.

Hijack

After you recognize that you are in fact angry, first things first, congratulate yourself. You just recognized an emotion while you were having an emotion and that is a big deal. Emotions are your body’s way to force you to focus on an object (something outside of yourself) rather than the subject (you). Even if you did nothing else, when you recognize you are indeed angry (this is called validation) you will have hijacked your normal response and you will notice a difference. It will be a subtle shift like a quick breath of air before you go underwater again. This validation of your own anger is the start of the process of changing angry behavior and doing something different.

Do something different

This pause, this quick breath of validation, is crucial because it is the ‘something different’ that can change your life. You may still not be able to solve a jigsaw puzzle and you may still get acid reflux because you’ve stopped digesting your dinner, but now you have a window of opportunity where you are in control of what happens next. Even if you still choose to be a solo problem solver you can involve the people impacted by your anger through productive communication. This conversation can save relationships, save your job, save friendships, and even save your life. It just takes a willingness to change.

Changing your angry behavior will involve words you probably aren’t used to saying so I’ve given you a few examples. I’ve made sure to give you the option to solo-solve, or partner-solve:

Solo solving [you can use your outside voice or inside voice]

I realize I’m angry and I need to process a minute.
I’m angry and I’m not sure how to respond to that.
[In the moment, write down/text yourself] “Bob just did/said __________________and that made me feel really angry.”

Once you say these things either out loud or internally, you can proceed to solo-solve.

Partner solving [outside voice]

“I hate it when you say things like that and I need you to stop. If you can’t I’m going to need to take a minute because I’m really angry.”
“I’m angry right now and I need you to give me some space. Please don’t follow me or ask me questions. I’ll talk about it after I process.”
“When you keep asking me what’s wrong I just get angry so I’m going to go for a drive and try to figure this out. I promise I’ll be safe and talk about it when I get back.”
“I know you’re angry with me for (insert behavior here). I’m sorry and I want to make it right. How can I help?”

Remember you aren’t bad or broken if you feel angry; you’re simply reacting from your ‘fight or flight’ response. Angry behavior, on the other hand, can destroy individuals, couples, and families. It might take some time, but rather than try to see an exit clearly or fantasize (or actually) punch someone in the throat, wouldn’t you rather do something that allows you to connect with other humans and find productive solutions? You have vast stores of knowledge in your brain that could actually help. Recognize, hijack, and do something different. Your family needs you. YOU need you.

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Dear Newly Divorced Woman over 40 Who Wants to Date

Monday, August 30th, 2021

Your separation or divorce wasn’t that long ago, but you feel like you’re ready. I get it. You want to get out there and experience warmth and love all the things that were probably missing for a long time in the relationship you are ending right now. If you are up to reading them, I have a few words of advice for you. Keep reading and with any luck you will see the patterns and ‘red flags’ that will drag you like a rip-tide into the same currents and patterns you’ve been fighting against for years. Make no mistake; your partner messed up and it’s not your fault. You can’t cause another person to abuse you, cheat on you, lie to you, etc. because those are decisions. Looking inward at who you want to be going forward is another story, though, so here are some ways to make your story a good one.

Condoms and Seat Belts

Sex after a marriage or long-term relationship isn’t like sex when you were 16. There is no ‘Mister/Miss Right’ out there and you aren’t saving yourself for anybody. Sex is a healthy part of your life. If a long-term relationship is your goal, then you want to ‘try before you buy.’ Why would you get into a new relationship only to find out that you are sexually incompatible? Isn’t that what you just left? When you drive a new car off the lot for a test drive, you wear a seat belt. The sex version of seatbelts is a condom so tuck a few in your purse on that next Bumble date and take that new potential partner on a test drive.

Don’t be Reckless

It may have been a while since you had a drink, or alcohol may be one of the reasons your relationship ended. Condoms and seatbelts can only keep you safe if you know that sex and driving can be inherently risky. Alcohol (and marijuana, and prescription medications, etc.) can reduce your ability to be cautious, increase your estimation of your own abilities (liquid courage) and ultimately render that seatbelt in your car and that condom in your purse useless. If you have an alcohol problem, get help. If you don’t, then never EVER drink to excess on a date, drink and drive, or leave a drink unattended. As an added precaution turn on ‘find my friends’ on your phone and share your location with a trusted friend.

Wait

If you can. For the next few months, you are what I call, a wounded baby bird. I know you feel more like a ‘I am Woman hear me roar,’ but remember, you are leaving a relationship because you feel that for years you were not heard and validated, or you were betrayed and abused, or all the above. Your self-esteem has some rebuilding to do. In this state, you will gravitate to niceness, respect, politeness, chivalry, and quiet strength like a cypress tree to a river. The problem? You won’t be broken for long. Potential partners who are that quiet strength for you, who tell you that you are beautiful and enough, and valued and valuable loved and lovable, will be out of a job once you don’t need to hear that on the daily. In fact, the more you heal, the less tolerant you will be of their attention, and you may actually feel annoyed by their rapt infatuation with your perfection. It’s not their fault; after all, they fell in love with someone broken. They don’t know what to do with someone whole and healed who no longer needs their daily affirmations to complete them.

Your story and your growth didn’t end with your divorce. Your partner made bad choices that affected you terribly and now you want to get out there and experience warmth and love all the things that were probably missing for a long time in the relationship you are ending right now. Condoms, seatbelts, and personal growth are your best tools so you can respond to ‘red flags’ and not be drawn into a relationship out of loneliness, religion, or boredom. You got this.

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Sex After 50

Friday, August 6th, 2021

The following is a cis-gender heterosexual scenario, but it can play out in LGBTQ+ relationships as well.

“I took my pill,” he said.

She smiled at him and asked, “Tomorrow morning ok? I’m in the middle of something right now.”

“Perfect,” he said.

[Ten hours later]

She’s checked her email, walked the dog, and had two cups of coffee. It’s now 8:00 AM and he’s still sleeping. Inside she can feel the frustration growing, but she wants to keep it in check. This isn’t their first go around and he’s been on his ‘little blue pill’ for five years now. After a couple of deep breaths, she walks into the bedroom.

She has a choice to make. She can get naked, slide under the covers next to him and start ‘warming him up’ manually or orally, or she can say what she feels is bursting to get out of her. Once she goes down that path though, she knows there will be no sex this morning. She likes sex, and she likes sex with him, but she is tired, and frustrated, and oh dammit she’s going to say it.

“The pill isn’t foreplay, you know.”

Groggily he looks up, “Huh?” he says.

“I said; saying ‘I took my pill,’ isn’t foreplay.”

“OK,” he says, now more awake and sounding a little frustrated himself.

She knows it’s not fair to wake someone up with angry words, but she’s wanted to say this for a long time and now seems as good a time as any.

As the scene plays out over the next few hours this couple experiences what many couples in mid-life, struggling with various forms of sexual arousal impediments, erectile difficulties, or lubrication issues due to menopause, deal with on a regular basis. Cis-gender hetero or LGBTQ+, when it comes to sex, midlife can be tough to navigate. The solution? Communicate, communicate, communicate.

Women: Communicate Needs

Women in mid-life can struggle with arousal. In fact, women may not feel aroused until after they have started sexual touching (ST), which can be defined for our purposes as any touching in an erogenous zone. Women who engage in NST, or non-sexual touching, and agree to ST even when they aren’t aroused may find that their arousal actually returns and intensifies as the sex act progresses.

Because the path to arousal can be so different in mid-life, women seeking a satisfying sexual experience must communicate the new ‘map to intimacy’ with their partner. Struggles with arousal can manifest as ambivalence or disinterest in sex. To complicate matters, vaginas approaching menopause lack lubrication which leads to painful penetration. Pain can result in fear of initiating any NST like hugging or hand-holding because it might lead to ST. Good communication might sound something like this:

“I want to have sex with you but I’m afraid because my body doesn’t respond the way it used to. I need to do things a little differently now.”

Or,

“If I seem disinterested or like I’m ‘faking it’ during foreplay please understand this is how I need to start so that my body works like I want it to.”

Men: Communicate Needs

Men in mid-life can struggle with arousal as well, but most often sexual functioning is the problem. Difficulty maintaining a satisfying erection or an erection capable of penetration is one of the most common issues for men in mid-life. Even with the advent of the ‘little blue pill’ (I’m not actually sure what color it is now), men may struggle with timing, inconsistent results, and uncomfortable side-effects. Like women, men may start to become afraid at the thought of approaching their partner and so they simply start to avoid any NST or ST altogether.

Because the path to a satisfying sexual experience can be so different in mid-life, men seeking a satisfying sexual experience must communicate their new ‘map to intimacy’ with their partner. Struggles achieving or maintaining a satisfying erection can lead to ambivalence about or disinterest in sex. To complicate matters, fear about causing a partner pain can lead to worries over any NST being misinterpreted as ST. Good communication might sound something like this:

“I want to have sex with you but I need time to take my pill because my body doesn’t respond the way it used to.”

“I know saying “I took my pill” isn’t foreplay, so can we schedule sex on a particular day of the week? I know we’ll lose some spontaneity, but it will really help me feel more confident when I approach you.”

Communication Pitfalls

If you are in a long-term committed relationship, you know there are times when communication is not the greatest. Sometimes sex during those times can feel like the only way you emotionally connect with one another. When sex suffers along with communication, it can feel like you have no connection at all. Here are some things to remember:

It happens to everybody. There is an entire industry devoted to helping sex stay comfortable and interesting. Not sure where to look? Here are some resources:
Your penis/vagina is fine. Sex is more than an orgasm so explore other ways NST and ST can lead to a satisfying emotional connection. Looking for exercises? Google Sensate Focus for lots of how-tos that can help.
Dating during midlife can be awkward, but doable. Get to know your body and what you need. The more comfortable you are with the things you enjoy, the better you will be able to communicate those needs with a new partner. Explore your own body through masturbation and the links I mentioned above.

Communicating needs is always important, but when it comes to sex, communication is vital. Arguments or emotional cut-offs because of sex are common in mid-life because sex and your changing body can be really hard to talk about. Erectile difficulties, arousal challenges, and lubrication issues due to menopause, are things everyone deals with at some point in their sexual life. If you’re concerned about your sexual health, start with a thorough physical and talk to a mental health professional who specializes in sexual issues. Then get out there and enjoy yourself!

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Pass on the Joint

Friday, July 2nd, 2021

Till Money do Us Part

As I go back and look at my blogs I like to reflect on how counter intuitive they are. Some may seem like a relief, others a surprise, but a disappointment? Rarely. Until today, that is. The one I’m writing today is, I believe, an absolute buzz kill. Why? Because I’m going to talk about something sacred and powerful, vital to marriage, and one of the most common reasons for divorce. No, it’s not sex. It’s money.

When couples decide to ‘get serious,’ it’s not sex or living quarters on the table, it’s the individual bank accounts. Combining bank accounts is as much a tradition for newlyweds as something borrowed and something blue. Before the Equal Credit Opportunity Act of 1974 and it’s stipulation that allowed women to establish their own credit history, joint accounts were an entrenched cultural tradition. So why is that a problem?

Money and Power

Problematic dependency is a recurring theme in most marriages. Struggles surrounding ‘who depends on whom for what’ are normal as roles and rules are negotiated, re-negotiated, decided, and re-decided.

“I’m in charge of our laundry because that’s how my mom did it.”

“But you just ruined all my dress shirts.”

“[Secretly cheering] Fine. Do your own laundry.”

“[Secretly cheering] If that’s what you really want. OK.”

In the new AMC show ‘Kevin Can Go F#@ck Himself’ the wife played by Annie Murphy from Schitt’s Creek realizes she’s been a victim of problematic dependency when she finds her shared bank account has been emptied by her husband (https://www.salon.com/2021/06/27/kevin-can-f-himself-joint-bank-accounts/). She tells her friend she let her husband handle their finances because “You know. I’m bad with money.” Her dependency on her husband didn’t just leave her broke, it left her powerless.

When money ceases to be a tool for trade and becomes instead an instrument to wield power over a partner, things can go sideways fast. Partners fearing poverty stay in abusive situations; partners who leave (or get left) end up co-parenting out of government housing while the kiddos spend the weekend at the ex-spouse’s million-dollar estate.

Love, Lies, and Bank Accounts

If the “money-is-power “issues aren’t enough, another major drawback of establishing a joint bank account is navigating seasons where partners are not communicating well (keeping secrets or making purchases without consulting the other spouse). Much like the ‘rules and roles’ laundry polka I described above, communicating poorly about money is NORMAL. Who hasn’t been secretive about a purchase or hidden a receipt? Consequences, however, can manifest as betrayal. Financial infidelity can feel as bad or worse than sexual or emotional infidelity because the partner who isn’t keeping secrets or making major purchases feels powerless AND broke.(https://www.thebalance.com/should-you-have-joint-or-separate-bank-accounts-1289664).

Too Petty and the Bank Breakers

So how do loving partners share money in an equitable and practical way? Easy. Follow the rule of three: Yours, Mine, and Ours.

Yours, Mine

Individual bank accounts solve the dilemma of ‘petty cash.’ What’s petty cash? That’s a pack of cigarettes here or a new golf club there. Sometimes it’s called ‘mad money,’ or a ‘fun money.’ While the holy grail of budgeting is out there I’m sure; the fact is, even the most conservative money advisors like Dave Ramsey

advocate a line item in every budget called ‘fun money.’ https://www.ramseysolutions.com/budgeting/fun-money-in-budget. This allows couples to stick to a zero-based balanced budget and plan for independent, impulsive, random purchases. When something is discussed and planned, it can’t be a surprise. Couples can plan this line item in several ways:

A finite amount like an allowance (“OK we are each gonna have $50 to spend from our paychecks, no questions asked.”)
A flexible amount like a bonus, money left over after buying groceries, or income earned from an extra business venture
Family bonus where savings from all income sources is divided up at the end of the year for partners to spend how they wish

Either way the money has no strings attached. Once the funds are dispersed partners don’t feel like they are being monitored, micro-managed, or chastised.

NOTE: Families run into trouble when they don’t separate purchases made for the kids, the couple, or the house from ‘fun money.’ It may take some time to get disciplined, but don’t spend your fun money on a new weed whacker from Lowes or kids’ underwear at Target, and don’t fight over who pays for dinner.

OURS

Yes Virginia, there is a joint checking account that works. “Ours” is the joint bill paying account. The account is accessible by both parties so all transactions can be scrutinized. Each partner pays an agreed amount into the account and bills are set to auto-pay. Easy peasey.

Still Fighting?

If you are still fighting with your partner over the following:

You make more money than I do so it’s not fair that you have more fun money
You make more money than I do so you should pay more bills
It’s your turn to buy dinner this week I did it last week
You’re going on another trip/buying another toy/playing golf again?
You’re going to Target/getting another Amazon box/going grocery shopping again?

Then your problem is not about money it’s about trust. Go back and look through my blogs for topics on saying I’m sorry, making amends, and setting boundaries. If those don’t help, set up a 10 minute consultation and maybe a marriage counselor can help.

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Gaslighting, Addiction, and Marriage Counseling: 3 Things You Must Know

Tuesday, June 22nd, 2021

What’s Going On?

It was apparent to me that the person listening, trying to practice ‘a safe holding space’ for her partner like I had taught her, was in distress. Her husband was saying all the right things, using I statements, and owning his feelings, but it was no use. She was looking away, holding her breath, and finally, inevitably I guess, she burst into tears.

As the professional in the virtual room I knew their history. He was in recovery for alcohol addiction and she had suffered from his gaslighting and verbal abuse. I realized that encouraging her to open up, even in a therapeutic exercise, was leaving her overwhelmed and defenseless. If they were going to continue marriage counseling I had to help them see that recovery from alcohol is not the same as recovery from abusive behavior and give them strategies to stay emotionally safe during the process.

The Language of Gaslighting

It is quite common for a ‘recovering addict’ to also be a ‘recovering gaslighter.’ Justifying, minimizing, and blaming (JMB) protect addictive behaviors by causing confusion, second-guessing, and a false sense of complicity in partners, friends, and family. Partners of addicts unaware of the damage caused by JMB gaslighting enter counseling unprepared for the pressure to focus on intimacy. Once it becomes a problem (and for victims of gaslighting, trying to create intimacy with the gaslighting partner in marriage counseling is always a problem) the victim partner may:

Feel they are to blame because they can’t forgive and forget or just ‘get over it’
Take responsibility and start to deny their own needs or point of view of the problem
Shut down and check out

If you are the non-addict partner who suspects you are also a victim of gaslighting and you REALLY want to participate in a couple counseling experience, how can you make sure it works for both of you? It’s not easy. If you are willing to focus on your own needs, stay in touch your somatic experience in the moment, and most importantly, keep your own individual therapist, marriage counseling can be a helpful experience.

Tools to Survive Marriage Counseling

Victims of gaslighting have been told by the gaslighter that their needs are invalid or selfish. As a result, victims either won’t know what their needs are, or they’ll know but won’t know how to assert them in a marriage counseling session. For most victims of gaslighting, a good marriage counseling session is one that doesn’t go too deep, allows them to keep their guard in place, and doesn’t reveal information that can be used against them by the gaslighter when they get home.

As a marriage counselor I get that the victim partner’s primary need is safety. In fact, my primary job is to keep everyone in the room emotionally safe. So, when I see a partner hold back or have reactions like the ones my client in paragraph one was having, I back off. Did my clients create a holding space for each other and achieve intimacy? No. Was everyone in the room free to maintain boundaries? Yes. Even though they didn’t successfully achieve intimacy, a safe session is a good session.

For victims of gaslighting who are unaware of any needs beyond the need to feel safe, awareness of somatic experiences is vital. Is your stomach clenching? Do you feel like you are about to cry? Do you feel a pressure on your chest? These can all be signals that remind you “I’m not safe to share right now.” In the therapy room I will often see these signals before my client can express them. Because they may not have practice naming the feelings (sad, afraid, or anxious), I can help by simply inviting them to name the feeling. If they disengage at that point, then we take a break.

If you have been a victim of gaslighting from a partner who is in recovery for ANY kind of addiction, individual therapy can provide you with the room to be yourself. You can remember what your needs are, learn to talk about your emotions, and contemplate decisions in a safe holding space. If you then decide to go to couple counseling with that partner, it is vital that you keep your individual therapist. Keep working on your understanding of what is healthy and unhealthy so you can assert what you need and your couple counselor can better understand how to direct the sessions.

Into Me See

Intimacy is the freedom to lower boundaries, name feelings, and process openly without fear of reprisal. Since there is no danger of getting hurt or humiliated you can share spontaneously, laugh, cry, and share grievances in a healthy, reciprocal fashion. Couple counseling is designed to increase intimacy. If you are contemplating couple counseling and you are the non-addicted partner who is also a victim of gaslighting, then give yourself the best possible chance at a positive outcome. Ask yourself; am I able to assert my own needs? Am able to access my somatic experiences in the moment? Am I willing to have my own individual therapist? If you are worried about couple counseling or have had a couple counseling session that left you feeling unsafe, please reach out to your couple counselor and let them know.

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More Than a River in Egypt

Tuesday, March 2nd, 2021

If It’s Not DENIAL, Then What Is It?

Imagine your spouse seems to be suffering because of what appears to be a sunburn. They can look in the mirror and see the red blisters. They step into a hot shower and complain about the pain of the water on their skin. You remind them that they definitely fell asleep at the beach without putting on sunscreen. Your spouse doesn’t agree. Instead they say,

“I don’t know why my skin hurts. And who, by the way, covered me with pink make-up? I definitely do NOT have a sunburn.”

Other family members might join you and try to convince your spouse that they obviously have a condition known as a ‘sunburn.’ Your spouse resists. Even though their skin hurts, it is pink and peeling, and they did fall asleep in the sun, they continue to insist they do not have a sunburn. Denial, right?

Maybe. Or it might be Anosognosia.

Anosognosia is my new sixty-four-thousand dollar word. It is an amazing word and I love it so much I wish I could go on Jeopardy right now, and the host would ask (and I know it would be a new host and that makes me sad),

“What is the inability to adjust our self-image or perceive our mental health condition accurately?”

And I would punch my little LED-lit button and scream,

“ANOSOGNOSIA!”

Why not simply call this state of mental-mismatch denial? According to the National Alliance on Mental Illness (NAMI), when we talk about anosognosia it is usually when we are referring to someone who is also suffering with a mental illness.

“Anosognosia means that someone is unaware of their own mental health condition or that they can’t perceive their condition accurately and it is a common symptom of certain mental illnesses [https://www.nami.org/About-Mental-Illness/Common-with-Mental-Illness/Anosognosia].”

You see our sunburn-sufferer might also be suffering with schizophrenia, bipolar, or dementia. If that is the case, then they may be part of the population whose apparent ‘denial,’ is in fact, anosognosia.

If you are reading this article I imagine you are either curious or you are looking for tools to parent, live with, or love someone with this condition. I’ll try to help by giving you a way to conceptualize the problem so it makes sense, tools to communicate with that suffering-someone, and most importantly, ideas to self-care. You’re gonna need it.

Why Deny?

Denial is more than a beautiful river in Egypt. Denial is the word children, friends, spouses, and siblings can use to conceptualize the dichotomous thinking exhibited by those self-destructive family members who profess to love us.

We ask ourselves,

“How can they love us and drink themselves to illness/treat us this way/refuse to get help?”

We answer ourselves,

“They must be in denial about their problem.”

Unfortunately when we (the healthy ones) use the word denial to explain why you (the family member engaging in the destructive behavior that is hurting us) won’t change, we get angry. The implication is you know you have a problem and you are choosing the behavior over us.

Denial goes a long way explaining how we humans hurt each other in the name of protecting a behavior we love. Yes denial has been around for centuries helping humans justify, minimize, and blame others for relationship-busting behaviors:

Justifying

“I’ve got a tough job and I’ll cut down once things even out at work.”

“My parents fought in front of us and I turned out just fine.”

“But you and the kids love to travel to my races.”

Minimizing

“I don’t drink that much.”

“We haven’t fought in weeks.”

“When was the last time you and the kids were actually awake when I was training? That’s why I mostly train in the mornings and do my long rides when Junior has an out-of-town soccer game.”

Blaming

“I only get this drunk when you’re acting like this.”

“If you wouldn’t push me on that issue I wouldn’t fight back.”

“And you think you’re so perfect?”

The Mental Illness Connection

If your self-destructive family member also suffers with a mental illness, then anosognosia may be a better explanation than denial. I know no one wants to hear that their struggling loved one may also have an underlying personality disorder or suffer from bipolar disease, but it is something to consider. How would you know, especially if your loved one refuses to see a mental health professional?

Behavioral science is different from medical science in that we rely on self-report from the sufferer and observations from family members like you to make our diagnoses. Once we get those reports we can triangulate the data and get a fairly accurate idea of what the patient suffers from. I say fairly accurate because a medical exam needs to be done as well. For example someone who is acting out on the verge of a diabetic coma can look a lot like an angry drunk. It is important that we know the difference.

Here’s Your Sign

Your self-destructive loved one might have an underlying mental health issue if:

They sound like they do. Do a you tube search for gaslighting, emotional abuse, verbal abuse, and psychological abuse. You don’t need to watch the videos just listen to them. If you recognize the words in the videos because you hear them from your self-destructive loved one, then they might be also be suffering from an undiagnosed mental illness.
They act like they do. The Diagnostic and Statistical Manual 5^th Edition is commonly used by mental health professionals to categorize behavior. Do your Google search for ‘DSM 5 ____________[enter troubling behavior].’ The search will help you understand that a diagnosis depends on the type of behavior, how many times it occurs, and how long it has been happening. WARNING: this does not make you a mental health professional.
Their family members are already diagnosed. Schizophrenia and bipolar have strong family components. If you discover that your self-destructive family member’s near-degree relatives suffer from bipolar or schizophrenia that was diagnosed, or behavior that was similar but undiagnosed, then your loved one may also be suffering.

AND

They have a medical all-clear. They have regular physicals and get blood work-ups. There are no underlying medical conditions or chronic pain complaints. Remember what I said earlier about diabetic comas? Sometimes medical issues can explain bad behavior so you’ll need to rule that out.

Pursuers and Distancers Get Nowhere

This is the part where you get the communication tools, coping strategies, and the self-care advice. If I do my job here, the tools will help you dear reader stay in relationship with your suspected agosognosia-sufferer and out of the ‘trying to convince them they have a problem’ loop. Let’s call this the pursuer-distancer dynamic.

If you try to convince your suffering spouse/parent/sibling that they have a problem, that is the pursuit. If they say, “Nuh uh,’ that is the distancing.

Remember Nuh-uh is a classic symptom of denial and anosognosia.

Reformed pursuers who choose to live with anosognosia-sufferers will spend a lifetime learning to lower the bar regarding what they can expect. Books like ‘His Needs-Her Needs’ won’t apply to your relationship because your needs will never be understood by your suspected sufferer. You will need to become an expert at communicating, self-soothing, and ultimately meeting your own needs.

Communicate and Cope

One way to communicate with your suspected anosognosia sufferer is the Reflection/Self-Care Combo. It looks like this:

[Use your inside voice and say] “I love my partner/sibling/parent and I want to stay in relationship with them but I’m in distress right now and I feel like they need to know about it. I will not fall into the pursuer-distancer dynamic.”
[Use your outside voice and say] “Hey [insert suffering-partner/friend/parent name here] I notice that I’m feeling [insert distressing feeling here]. I’d like it if you could help me by [insert your need here].”
Now just wait. If they meet your need, excellent. If they don’t, it’s time to pull out the healthy coping strategies, support network, and distracting hobbies. Self-care is ultimately how you will meet your needs.

Living with and loving someone suffering from anosognosia or denial takes understanding, communication tools, and excellent self-care strategies. I hope this article helped you understand the difference between denial and anosognosia but I get it. In the end it might not matter because both actions feel the same on your end. Choosing to stay with a self-destructive family member who uses denial or suffers with anosognosia is personal and no one can tell you what to do unless they have walked a mile in your shoes. The tools in this article can help, but ultimately you may need outside help to stay or walk away. Individual, couple, and family counseling can help you make that decision.

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Life After Layoff

Wednesday, February 17th, 2021

Getting fired sucks.

There is nothing I can say, spin, or summarize that will help you feel good about what just happened to you.

Wait, don’t stop reading! There is something in here for you; I promise.

When the company you gave your blood sweat and tears to decides to let you go, it forces you to take a hard look at yourself. That is rarely a voluntary act. Most of us do not wake up in the morning each day and say to ourselves,

“Self, I’m gonna take a hard look at you today.”

So when it’s time to take that hard look we lack practice. Where we lack practice we feel in over our head. Where we feel in over our head, we feel like we are drowning. And that feels hopeless.

This blog is going to help you make sense of what it means to be fired/let go/given your severance package early, etc. It’s going to help you take that hard look at yourself and get your confidence back. Finally, it’s going to give you tools (what good blog wouldn’t?) so you can go out and get the job of your dreams and feel like yourself again.

Dot Dot Dot

There are only a few people who have taken good, hard, looks at us: Parents, coaches, and lovers. A good hard look is that perfect combination of love and criticism. It is,

“I love you but…” or, “I love you and…”

Those dot-dot-dots are where the landmines are though. In fact, most of the criticism we heard as kids is loaded into those dot-dot-dots. This is where our ‘I DO,’ started to become our, ‘I AM.’

From Mom: I love you but…you’re a slob. You don’t do your homework, and you need to take a shower.”

You hear, “I am a slob, I am a slacker, and I stink.”

From Dad: “[I love you – this is in a bracket because although dad may have never said it, you suspect he did, in fact, love you] but…you’re lazy! If you’d just get out there and practice as hard as (insert sporty friend’s name here) you’d succeed.”

You hear, “I am lazy. I don’t measure up to ___.”

From Coach: “[definitely did not say ‘I love you.’] You sucked this week. Hit the bench. (Insert sporty friend’s name here) get in there for Dipshit.”

You hear, “I am not good enough, I am a Dipshit, I am a failure.”

Lovers (hopefully) gave a kinder look at you during courtship and early commitment phase. I really hope you heard things like,

“I love you and I need you to really notice when the trash has to go out and take care of it before I ask you.”

More likely though, no one ever took a good hard look at you in love.

MIA: Love

This great website called fathers.com reported that when they speak to groups of men, only 3% – 4% of attendees indicate they ever heard “I love you” from their dad [https://fathers.com/featured-resource-center-page/the-power-of-i-love-you-from-dad/]. Rather than a trite cliche, think of this is as a ‘missing loving message.’

Like a computer program trying to execute a task with a missing code, your brain tries to solve the problem of ‘why did I lose my job’ with a missing loving message. The efficient machine that it is, when it fails to find a loving message it simply substitutes the next best thing; the harsh criticism from the people who LOVED you. Just like that (snaps fingers) criticism, evaluation, and performance-based assessments from parents, coaches, and teachers become your inner voice. So just when you needed a shot of confidence, your helpful brain called up that inner voice that reminded you,

“I don’t measure up.”

“I am not good enough.”

“I am a failure.”

I AM Beats I DO

Lucky for you this is a quick fix. Not an easy fix, but a quick one. I’ll go Steven-Covey on you and begin with the end:

Your I AM is more important than your I DO.

Imagine you are driving down the road and you hit a puppy. You’re able to safely pull over so you go see what happened to the little guy. You weren’t going that fast and he was almost across the road but you see he’s going to need some vet attention. You decide you have some time so you take the puppy to a vet.

If this doesn’t sound like you, you’ve stuck with me this long, so keep reading.

This puppy has not done anything to earn another shot at life. It’s not some dog that rescues people from avalanches or a seeing-eye dog, it’s just some mangy puppy that wasn’t fast enough to keep up with its momma and got stuck in the road. You decide that even though it hasn’t done anything heroic or worthy, it deserves a chance to live. Because it breathes, it is worthy; it is valuable; it measures up; it is good enough.

Because it breathes. That’s a pretty low bar on the ‘performance-equals-love’ scale. Now go look in the mirror. Doing or not doing is not what determines your worth and value. You are worthy and valuable because you breathe. Ergo, losing a job cannot strip away your worth and your value.

Lucky for you (and the rest of us), we are all worthy and valuable. Worthy and valuable people can do anything.

Reality Saves the Day

Now that we have that settled it’s time to take that good hard look in love and see what you, worthy and valuable person that you are, can DO.

Get a piece of paper and a pencil. Draw a line down the middle of the paper so there is a left side and a right side. On the left side write, “things I have been criticized for.” This can be anything from you didn’t take the trash out before your partner reminded you to do it, to you struggle to get your TPS reports in on time. On the right side, write down the names you have been called or negative feelings you have had. This is anything from ‘lazy’ to ‘unmotivated’ to ‘uncaring.’

The left side is based in reality. You do struggle with certain things, we all do. The right side is the critical inner voice trying to remind you that it is in charge of your ‘I am’ and your confidence. The object is to re-train your inner voice. Here’s how it works: Lovingly remind yourself that just because you did not notice the trash before your partner did and they took it out while giving you the stink-eye does not make you lazy. It just means you didn’t notice the trash. That is a struggle you can improve. Repeat to yourself,

“I am valuable and worthy and I have struggles I can improve.”

Once you get a robust left side, you can start tackling the struggles and get on with your job search.

The Plan

This is that good hard look we’ve been alluding to. Just imagine if your dad had said,

“I love you and I notice your arm doesn’t always follow through when you throw to first base. I can tell your frustrated because you threw wide in the last game. I’ve got a bucket of balls in the back yard – want to make a few throws to me?”

Game changer.

Loving message? ✅

Validated your feelings (a frustrated kid upset about his throw) and didn’t criticize your I AM? ✅

Identified something you could change and offered a plan? ✅

I promise this blog is NOT a condemnation of your dad. He probably did the best he could just like we all do. This blog IS a place for you to learn something new though, so let’s try it out.

Step 1. Say “I love you” to yourself. I don’t care how cheesy this feels; you have to do this part. Tell yourself “I love you.”

Step 2. Identify how you feel. “I feel anxious and afraid. I’m supposed to make my family feel safe but I’ve lost my job. I feel like I’ve lost my confidence.”

Step 3. Look at reality and identify something you can change. “The company we acquired brought in their own people so I know I wasn’t let go because of my skill set. I have been putting off learning that new system though, and I know I have some new things I can learn.

Step 4: Make a plan. “I’ve been meaning to touch base with [insert the name of CEO buddy here] to see if he knows about any openings in the industry. I’ll give him a call.”

Ask for help

It is important that you make sense of what it meant to lose your job early in the game. The longer it takes you to realize it’s not about you, the longer it’s going to take to lovingly look at yourself and get your confidence back. If the tools in this blog haven’t helped you tap into what you need to get back out there, get the job of your dreams, and feel like yourself again, then make a phone call and get into some counseling. Everything is virtual now and you can literally have the session in your truck. There is no shame in asking for help so do it today and get back on track. You are valuable, you are worthy, and your family needs you.

For more resources check out my friend Dawn Owens and her book “Light After Layoff.”

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Help! I’m Angry All the Time

Friday, February 5th, 2021

When you read the title of this blog, there is a good chance you won’t think it’s for you.

My intended reader knows something is wrong with the relationship, but she hasn’t connected to her own anger yet. Maybe she is laser-focused on the things her partner is doing that don’t make sense:

“Why does he say those hurtful things?”

“Why does she drink so much?”

“Why do they tell me I’m the one making them act this way?”

Maybe you know someone who is angry all the time. Maybe you are reading because that someone is angry at you.

No, you dear reader, are probably not my intended audience. But in case you are, or if right now you are thinking of someone who might be, then I invite you to read on. First, I’m going to tell you about the origins of anger, why it persists from the past into the present, and how it affects everything. Next, I will help you live with someone who is angry at you. Finally, I’ll speak to the anger-sufferer and help her prepare with tools and strategies. Here goes.

The Slow Lumberjack

Imagine you have a neighbor who decides to cut down a tree. He’s never done it before so he just rents the axe (I don’t know if you can actually rent an axe, but let’s just say he’s not invested enough in tree cutting to actually buy an axe, so he rents one). Watching from your window, you see him walk up to the tree, axe in hand, and just stand there. Slowly and with some effort, he lifts it by the handle and backswings like it’s a baseball bat. He swings (batter batter) like he’s putting a fastball over the fence and connects with the tree. Just as quickly he drops the axe and yells “Ouch!” (Or something like that. You’re no lip reader but you’ve watched enough professional sports on TV to recognize an F-bomb when you see it). He picks up the axe like he’s grabbing the hand of a naughty toddler and stomps to his garage, where he is enveloped by the shadow of his SUV.

Every few weeks he repeats the pattern, almost like he’s got axe amnesia. Swinging an axe against a healthy tree seems to be pretty painful for him but once a month there he is, swinging away. Good news is the tree seems to be winning. Bad news, the tree is covered with the evidence of his lumberjack incompetence. Even when he eventually gives up and plants some flowers and hangs a bird feeder nearby it can’t disguise the very obvious scars on the tree. After a few years of no lumberjacking though, the scars seem to fade and the tree almost looks like any other tree in the yard.

But it’s not. Anyone who’s taken a field trip to an arboretum and checked out that cool cross-section of a tree while the docent explained all of the fires, frosts, and general pandemonium the tree survived before some asshat cut it down and put it in an arboretum knows the scars are always there. They may get covered by a woody grow ring, but the damage remains part of the tree’s history.

People experience the same kind of scarring. Just like years of sun and rain can’t heal an axe mark, second honeymoons to Cozumel and flowers ‘just because’ do not heal the trauma caused by harmful words. The body maintains the record. According to John H. Krystal, M.D., of Yale University School of Medicine [https://www.bbrfoundation.org/faq/frequently-asked-questions-about-post-traumatic-stress-disorder-ptsd] in some cases, particularly where it is not treated, trauma can last a very long time, perhaps the remainder of one’s life.

Hello Lumberjack

What is trauma? How do I know when I have hurt someone? Why wasn’t I told this when I got into a relationship? Will there be snacks?

If you are reading this and you think possibly YOU are the ‘lumberjack’ in this metaphor, then welcome to the human race. We’ve all hurt someone. Whether inadvertently or intentionally, we have all said things that leave scars. To make it even more complicated, pain is personal. What wounds me may not affect you. The past definitely plays a role (think childhood, family of origin, traumatic experiences) but so do current stress levels and physical health. The important point for now is for you to recognize deciding what is ‘hurtful’ or ‘not hurtful’ for someone else based on what hurts YOU is a lousy idea.

Tools for Recovering Lumberjacks

If you are living with someone who is angry and you suspect you are the lumberjack, you are in the right place. I want to help you exchange your axe for some better tools (even better than landscaping). They are: Social Cues and Feedback.

But first, some context.

I want you to think back to the last time you were at a gathering with your parents’ friends, or a lunch with your grandparents, or a dinner meeting with those business partners you just met. What you may not have realized while you were sipping your iced tea or Jim Beam, is that your amazing limbic system was on high alert. Like a glandular Mr. Miyagi it was helping you react appropriately to perceived threats in your environment we call Social Cues and Feedback.

Social Cues are general behaviors exhibited by one or more conversation companions in your general vicinity. Cues can include changes in voice tone, a certain phrase, or even a step toward the door. They can let you know your new boss is politely exiting your company, Mrs. Jones would like a refill on her iced tea, or grandpa needs help reaching the photo album.
Similar to social cues, Feedback is a subtle signal from a single conversation partner. Think of it as a ‘red light’ or a ‘green light.’ Smiles, nods, conversation extenders, and words of affirmation can signal green light; dig in and explain why you should head the next project or be the beneficiary on Aunt Edna’s life insurance policy. Frowns, parallel lines appearing between the eyebrows, or hands palms up can signal red light; your conversation partner is defensive, you made a wrong move you need to correct, or you just landed an axe chop you must apologize and make amends for.

Angry Little Trees

Recovering Lumberjacks must make apologies and amends if they want to preserve the relationship (see my blog on what makes a good apology here) but what about the injured tree? What about the anger-sufferer who is reading this and it’s dawning on them that, “Hey, this blog IS about me and I AM ANGRY!”

First, validate the anger. Whatever the Lumberjack did, it really happened. It really happened to you. It really happened to you and it hurt. It is not your responsibility to reform the Lumberjack or be a better tree. You did not cause your own pain and so it is not your job to ‘feel better’ because it is ‘in the past.’
Second, recognize that intention, only matters after an effective apology and amends. “I didn’t mean to run over your dog,” doesn’t bring your dog back to life. Many Lumberjacks feel like if they can just explain how bad they feel, or how they didn’t mean to do it, somehow that will make everything OK and you should forgive them (see my blog on forgiveness here). Awwww contraire mon frere. A Lumberjack informing the tree how bad THEY feel after each chop is not amends. It is a pain competition.
Finally, and sadly, sometimes an angry tree’s best tool is a boundary (see my article on boundaries here). Giving up anger can only happen when you feel safe, and nobody is safe in a pain competition. In fact, you may be experiencing gaslighting.

Knowing the origins of anger, why it persists from the past into the present, and how it affects everything is handy when you are a Lumberjack living with someone who is angry with you. It can also help if you are an angry tree trying to live with a Lumberjack in recovery. Counseling can help you both find a path back to a good relationship through amends and healthy boundaries.

Not so much if you are the scar-covered tree living with a skilled Lumberjack. If you feel you are a victim of gaslighting please do a You Tube search for ‘gaslighting,’ ‘emotional abuse,’ and ‘psychological abuse.’ Close your eyes and listen to the videos. If you are a victim of gaslighting get help today. You don’t have to fix this on your own, you don’t have to prove you are in pain, and you don’t have to do this by yourself. You don’t have to be angry anymore.

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Let’s Talk About Sex

Monday, January 18th, 2021

Sex has been around a long time. Even typing those words I could feel the double entendre coming on. Wow, this article is going to be hard.

Stop it!

It’s not Communication

So, here’s the problem; sex is an issue that comes up in counseling a lot, but only (usually) after we’ve waded through the first round of ‘we just need help with communication,’ sessions. Once counseling establishes communication is part of the problem but not having sex for three years/suffering through sex/begging for sex is really the issue causing the most pain, we can get down to work. This article will tackle some tough issues. In it you will find that there are no rules, our bodies know best, and sometimes we just need to renegotiate the contract.

Monogamy MOU

Sex within a committed relationship is a personal thing. No one really sits down at ‘relationship inception’ and goes over a memorandum of understanding regarding monogamy. It’s one of the greatest assumptions we all, well, assume. We’re committed now, so that means I only have sex with you and you only have sex with me. Right?

Not so much. According to a completely unscientific poll I found when I Googled monogamy versus non-monogomy, YouGov [https://today.yougov.com/topics/relationships/articles-reports/2020/01/31/millennials-monogamy-poly-poll-survey-data] found that almost one-third of those surveyed said their ideal relationship was non-monogamous to some degree. This is troublesome for those of us looking for the rules of marriage and commitment to save us from troublesome temptations or being the collateral damage of a partner’s indiscretions (as Jada Pinkett Smith calls them). Even though, when asked about how they would feel if a partner came to them wanting to engage in sexual activity with someone else, most survey respondence (67%) said they wouldn’t be okay with this, the writing is on the wall: Rules can’t establish monogamy – only people can.

Wanna Go for a Walk?

Let me offer an example. If I asked you to go on a walk with me, you might think about it and say yes, or think about it and say no. Either way, it is up to you. Let’s imagine that you say “No.” Doesn’t matter why; you just say, “hey Kate, not today. How about tomorrow?” As your friend, I might be sad or disappointed because I really wanted to go on a walk with you, but I’d give you the benefit of the doubt and go on my way.

Now imagine I looked at you, my friend who just seconds before I wanted to walk with me, and started accusing you of not liking me anymore. Or maybe I start throwing things at you like, “you promised you’d walk with me today,” or, “this was a commitment you made to me so you have to come with me,” or, “God’s gonna be mad at you if you don’t walk with me,” or, “fine, then I’ll just go walk with somebody else.”

Even typing those words I felt like a brat.

Why would my friend want to go on a walk with me if I get angry, guilt her, coerce her, and threaten her? I’m no relationship expert (well actually, I am), but it seems like she would start AVOIDING me if I did that to her. You see where I’m going here, right?

There is a Solution

Rules can’t override when our bodies and/or our minds are telling us “No.” If walking is painful, we don’t do it. If our walking buddy is a jerk, we may stop walking with them. If we just don’t feel like walking, we don’t have to.

What about the flip side? What if all I want to do is go on walks and I really like walking with my friend who doesn’t always want to walk with me?

It is the gift of autonomy, free will, “We the People,” whatever you want to call it that allows each and every one of us to choose how, if, when, and with whom, we walk. True friends agree to say things honestly, kindly, and avoid holding grudges. True friends agree to listen and hear things with compassion. Whether you are the one saying ‘no’ or hearing ‘no,’ the question remains: How do you solve the problem in a way that preserves the friendship?

Step 1: Say how you feel. Say it kindly and say it honestly. No defensiveness, no accusing, use lots of reflecting, and do lots of listening.

“I really miss walking with you.”

“I love you and I wish there was another way I could show my love other than walking. I just don’t enjoy it any more.”

Step 2: Be solution-focused and reciprocal-minded (love outside of your comfort zone). If you are the friend who likes to walk all the time, offer to take a day off. If you are the one who avoids walking, offer to walk once in a while or initiate the walk. If that doesn’t work, then,

Step 3. Renegotiate the contract.

Two Paths

Relationships at this point face the proverbial fork in the road. Friends choosing Path One experience emotional turmoil, but ultimately, and surprisingly, they experience healing. If they followed steps one and two, the relationship is preserved, each knows there is love, each knows there is friendship, and neither holds a grudge against the other. Remember, there is healing on Path One.

If either decided being solution-focused and reciprocal-minded meant ‘giving in/sucking up to make the other happy,’ then they have taken steps down Path Two. Relationships can stay on Path Two for a long, long time. Friends on Path Two didn’t choose it because they were enticed by anger and resentment; they were simply avoiding the emotional turmoil that comes before the healing on Path One. For some reason, anger and resentment just seem easier. Or at least justifiable. But that’s a blog for another day.

Healing and Restoration

Giving up rules, trusting our bodies and loving our partners enough to know when it is time to renegotiate the contract can be tough. Honestly it’s probably the toughest thing any of us will ever do. The good news is we are not talking about breaking up! In fact, loving your partner outside of your comfort zone can result in the richest relationship you will ever enjoy.

That’s the goal isn’t it?

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Infidelity, Hunger, and Bank Robbery: Emotions Make Terrible Drivers

Thursday, April 30th, 2020

Crime and Empathy

I cannot know what it is like to rob a bank. Or, maybe I can, but I haven’t yet. I do, however, know what it is like to press my right foot against the gas pedal a little harder, to consciously look away from my speedometer, to cast glances at my rear-view and side-view mirrors for police, and to mentally practice the, “My husband was supposed to get my speedometer fixed officer. It’s been off five miles per hour for months,” speech.

I know what it’s like to want something so badly, even if it is just to get to Trader Joe’s before it closes or to my daughter’s volleyball practice so the coach won’t count her late, that I cheat a little. This little nugget of self-realization means while I truly don’t know the urge to rob a bank, as a human with my own law-breaking nature, I can’t look down my nose at the person who does.

Hangry and Lonely

Urge (and its cousin crave) is a funny word. In Alcoholics Anonymous and Allanon we use the acronym H.A.L.T. to describe typical urges. The acronym stands for Hungry, Angry, Lonely, and Tired. When I work with clients I often add ‘thirst’ and ‘need to potty’ to that list. Urges are good things and key to our survival. If I am hungry, I need to eat. If I postpone eating, I won’t get less hungry as time goes by. In fact, I will grow more hungry and until I eat, I will enlist my emotions to make that happen. Unfortunately emotions are terrible behavior drivers.

For example let’s say I skip lunch and arrive home from work and see my kids’ toys in the driveway. Hungry now looks like anger and I yell at my kids about their toys. Once I eat, all is well with the world. Another example might be, what if I am a shy person and I feel lonely much of the time. I don’t recognize lonely but I do recognize the chocolate cake in my fridge. Instead of calling a friend (which is hard for me) I eat a chocolate cake. The result? I get a wonderful endorphin/serotonin hit from the cake but when I crash, I’m still lonely. I may never be brave enough to phone a friend, but I don’t have to be. I know where the cake is.

Urges and Healthy Behaviors

Emotions and urges are brothers-in-arms. They are designed to work with cognition (our thoughts) to initiate behavior that keeps us healthy. Go back to my ‘need to potty’ urge and see what I mean. You’re having a lovely conversation with the queen when your lunch begins to turn somersaults in your tummy. You know avoiding this urge is an invitation to disaster so you think of an excuse to politely exit the conversation and go take care of yourself. Rule of thumb? The longer you fight the urges, the sicker you become.

Counseling is about teaching our clients the language for urges so they can match them up with helpful thoughts and behaviors. Like a miles-long contrail in the sky indicates there is a tiny jet way up there somewhere, infidelity, restricting food, or substance abuse are signs of underlying unmet urges. Unmet urges indicates there’s a lot of pain in there.

Where there is pain there is impulsivity, over-indulgence, restricting, and even healthy-looking things like high performance discipline routines, super healthy eating (orthorexia) and over training (follow David Goggins, author of Can’t Hurt Me if you don’t believe me). Over-ANYTHING can be a sign you have unmet urges (suffering) that you are trying to meet with behavior that completely misses the target. Welcome to humanity.

Healthy Humans

When you make an appointment, counselors don’t judge you because we’ve all been there. We all have urges we’ve allowed to dictate our speed, our relationships, and our health. Your counselor’s job?

Help the hurting identify underlying emotions so they can
Disconnect unhealthy responses to normal emotions and
Reconnect something that IS healthy and will positively affect their job, relationships, health, and freedom.

If you are struggling, you must take care of yourself. Need help? Worried about your own unhealthy behavior? Call a counselor today.

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